Showing posts with label madness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label madness. Show all posts

Tuesday, 18 September 2012

Human Storms - Charley R Reviews "Pure", by Andrew Miller



Deep in the heart of Paris, its oldest cemetery is, by 1785, overflowing, tainting the very breath of those who live nearby. Into their midst comes Jean-Baptiste, a young provincial engineer charged by the king withe demolishing it.

At first Baratte sees this as a chance to clear the burden of history, a fitting task for a modern man of reason. But before long, he begins to suspect that the destruction of the cemetery might be a prelude to his own.












Normally, whenever I see awards on the front of books, I’m the first one to sniff and decide to judge the choice of the critics myself. Sometimes I walk away wondering if someone’s swapped the prize winner’s cover with the interior of some indiscernible mass of overcomplicated prose and anaemic grammar. Other times, I nod and think “good choice”.

Pure resulted in an eyebrow-raising combination of both.

It’s beautiful.

Present tense and third person narration have never looked so gorgeous on a page together. The sentences sound as if they’re tumbling straight out of someone’s head; raw, unpolished, and with that strange abstract nature that could only originate in the weirdness of the human brain. It’s a book of paradoxes – we’re so close inside our narrator’s head that sometimes I found my own thoughts getting tangled up with his, and I forgot which belonged to who. We see people so clearly through his eyes that we hardly notice his personal biases because we’re thinking like he does, learning like he does, feeling like he does. And we’re not even told his name until the second chapter.

Yet, at the same time, it feels like we’re watching the world through some sort of celestial mirror. While we are living pretty much inside Jean-Baptiste’s head (yes, that’s his name, though most of the time it’s never used and we simply know him by his gender-specific pronoun) but perhaps it is this closeness to his raw thoughts and feelings that distances him from us. His actions are described briefly and sharply on the page, with no embellishment, and hardly an adverb in sight.

There’s also an odd feeling of readerly intrusion in the writing. We feel, like our narrator, out of place, unable to grasp why things happen quite as they do. Even with the most engaging and friendly of the large cast of characters – gentle, elfish Jeanne; charming rogue Armand; sensible, robust Lisa – one feels detached. For all I was fascinated by them, I could never tell you that I liked or disliked a character, because it is so impossible to empathise with them. And I never knew how it felt to be honestly afraid to trust a narrator before I read this book. Because, as far as I can tell, Jean-Baptiste is the least trustworthy of them all. The inner workings of that man’s mind are a dangerously unbalanced place, even at the best of times.

However, as is often the trend with books like Pure, the actual storyline is marginal. It’s not dull in the slightest; there’s lust and anguish and self-discovery and pure mad humanity aplenty – as well as a particularly interesting attempted murder with a brass ruler – to keep you turning pages. Nonetheless, it’s not the events themselves, but their causes, outcomes and messages, which are important. Subsequently, there is a general lack of climax and closure that could be a cause of bother to some readers; the end of the book, in particular, I found rather lacking. Plenty of important events were skimmed over, or not explained fully, and the final chapter doesn’t seem like it ought to be final at all. Perhaps that was the point but, a mon humble avis, it wasn’t as good as it could have been.

Thus, altogether, I’d give this book a thousand awards for its gorgeous prosal style and sheer gripping humanity, while at the same time for making our fellow human beings seem like complete strangers. We see, hear, smell and feel everything as they do, and yet at the same time we do none of these things. By the end of it I’d say one either wants to throw the book across the room in frustration, or fights to stop oneself narrating your thoughts in the style of the book (as I had to do, for about three hours).

A plot-driven page-turner it may not be, but you can’t deny there’s a certain macabre fascination in watching the slow destruction of a person’s mind and soul, and then see them rise, a changed stranger, from the heart of the storm.

"Pure" is available in paperback from all major booksellers, as well as in ebook format.

~ Charley R

Thursday, 16 August 2012

In Which My Life Explodes

Eat your heart out, Loki Laufeyson. Your mind is a box of cats? In my mind, those cats have been dipped in jalapeno sauce, doused in gamma rays, set on fire and unleashed in a glass menagerie. All with the approval of the RSPCA, of course.

At present, I am:

1 - Compiling the notes for a minimum 6,000 word essay, with no contact from the teacher who is supposed to be helping with my bibliography and essay layout. 

STOP MOCKING ME WITH YOUR OVER-COMPLICATED ACADEMIC TERMINOLOGY, YAHOO! ANSWERS!!!




2 - Editing the eighth draft of my Personal Statement - trying to condense every English Literature-related achievement and interest into 47 lines, as well as reasons why I'm a fascinating person and should be chosen over thousands of others. I've even gotten to the stage of agonising over changing commas into semi-colons.

"ATTENDEE AT" . . . "ATTENDEE OF" . . . DICTIONARY! WHY WON'T YOU GIVE ME A STRAIGHT ANSWER!?


3 - Attempting to learn all manner of brain-numbing theory for the first part of the exam that will make or break my attempt to earn my driving license. Thus far, according to a practice test, I'm about as far from the 80-90% pass grade as Bruce Forsight is from working out that he's not funny any more.

CARAVANS!? NOBODY MENTIONED QUESTIONS ABOUT CARAVANS!!!


4 - After enduring all the rain, bogs and demonic wildlife that Dartmoor could throw at me, I am now trying desperately to organise my scattered and oft-distracted group into doing the research for the final phase of our trial - the project. Unfortunately, my computer refuses to load the photos they need to do their research around as the files are too large, and my email server seems to have an aversion to zip files. And it is also a massive hypochondriac.

COOKIES!? I'VE ALREAD UPDATED YOU A MILLION TIMES, COMPUTER, AND NOW YOU WANT COOKIES!? WILL NOTHING APPEASE YOU?



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Oh, and did I mention the fact that I'm currently watching my whole world disappear into cardboard boxes, to be shipped across the English Channel into a country where I am utterly incapable of any communication beyond using my nationality as an excuse for my pathetic language skills, and asking where the toilet is?

I CAN'T EVEN SPELL THE WORDS, LET ALONE PRONOUNCE THEM WITHOUT SOUND LIKE A DRUNKEN COCKER SPANIEL OUT ON THE LASH ON FRIDAY NIGHT!!!

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But other than that, I'm perfectly fine. Honest. No drama here, oh no no, nothing to see in the slightest.

No rest for the wicked, eh? Still, hopefully if I try and take them one by one, they'll be fooled by this tinfoil helmet and stick sword, and won't realise that this Productive Knight is nothing more than a Procrastinator Who Really Has To Act Now Or Face Certain Doom.

Let's hope my battlecry, at least, is convincing.

As for you, my dearies, I'm afraid my contact with you will be shorter than usual. Once the move is over and I settle back into a vague routine at school, I daresay my posts stand a much higher chance of returning to their usual feeble attempts at coherency. However, with the uncertainty regarding our location / doings / access to internet, you may have to do without me for a while. 

Unless I somehow manage to persuade Moriarty to help me steal the keys to the TARDIS again. Though that may not be such a good idea after what happened last time we went on a joyride in that thing. Apparently there's still a large hole in the ceiling in Caer Paravel. Sorry, Aslan. We'll pick up that tab eventually.

Oh, and I'm also getting the results of my AS exams today. You know, the ones where I went all Sean-Bean-impersonator and wailed about the advancing armies of doom that had come to claim my brain.

Yeah. They come out today. No idea when, but they're coming.

. . . Can someone give me a hug? Please?

~ Charley R

Thursday, 19 May 2011

A Poem from Beneath the Post-It Notes ...

I'm not even a week into my exams yet, and I'm already writing poetry about them.
Has anyone seen my medication?

Exam

Pencil, paper,
Calculator,
Doubts a’lurking,
Teacher smirking,
Outside raining,
Brain is aching,
Fingers cramping,
Doors a’slamming,
Throat is thirsting
Bladder bursting,
Time a’snailing
Thoughts a’wailing
Hands are burning
Mind a’churning,
Panic building,
Answers milling,
Time is up now,
Students,
Stop!