The Grandmother of All Guilt Trips ... and More Wordcount Updates!

Wordcount: 35,042.
Plot stoppages: 3
Arguements with self: 14
Arguements with characters: 26
Arguements with no-one in particular: Far too many to count.
Mental Meltdowns: 1

Yes, that's right, I finally had my first novel-induced meltdown. I just finished writing a particularly painful scene (both in sense of emotion and in how hard it was to write) and I broke down and cried. Proper crying as well. I've done worse things to fictional people, but for some reason this really upset me.
The grandmother of all guilt trips has descended on me.

I cannot believe a bunch of fictional characters have driven me to teary-eyedness. I guess I'm more into this story than I thought....

Now, if you'll excuse me, I need some more tissues and a woobie.

-Spook